Everyday is a winding Road

So here I go once again... Another attempt to let go some more of my thoughts . I sometimes wonder why people would want to read what I write and why I write . What is this Blogging thing all about? People come here , write what they like for strangers to read . Perhaps it brings some sort of relief to some , perhaps someone is alone out there and is waiting to meet someone who could understand him and so he gets on the internet and searches , reads through blogs hoping to meet someone who would strike a chord with his thoughts and soul too . One of the most beautiful things about writing is that it helps connect lives and people at a level that's too sublime for the spoken word.
Hmmm.... Coming back to everyday life - Off late I have had moments of downward spirals , often felt resentful that I had to work , to wake up early and go to work , particularly when I was not enjoying many things that I was doing , when I felt compelled to do things out of a necessity but most of all when I just TIRED! There is always this issue of balancing enjoyment of your work and making money and sometimes the two just don’t intersect.(Sucks big time..doesn't it?)

But suddenly this negative feeling disappeared... Wondered why...was it because I managed to spend a reasonable amount of time with my next door neighbour's pet dog ?(She is ADORABLE!!!LOVE HER) , is it because me and some friends are planning on going to Bintang Batang(Apparently some island in Indonesia close to Singapore) , is it because I managed to spend some time with myself alone to think , to look back , to plan the present or is it because I could finally find time to read the book that my parents sent to me as my birthday present(seems quite nice...It is called The Veiled Kingdom) followed by a conversation with my mommy (Love her...HUG , HUG). I think I will never really understand what triggers my mood swings. But yesterday it started to swing toward the positive side once again and I am smart enough to know that this is temporary.
But while it’s there, the world looks sweeter. ....Deep breath ....Ahhhh...

God-Can I be a child again?

"Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign
I get a little bit closer"

(That's me with Tubby-The next door dog)