Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Almost 3

I have been wanting to write about Mysha for the longest time ever . To be honest since her birth. I had thought back then that I would write about all her milestones from her first crawl to her first words-all in vain now .

Another 2 months to go and Mysha you will be a good 3 years old. What an adventure it has been ! From feeding to weaning you off , introducing solids , child-proofing the house , to those endless nights when you fell sick for the first time , those midnight runs to the hospital with tears in my eyes , the day you got that procedure done in your eyes followed by uneasiness that enveloped me then which is inexplicable in words , to our various travels with you and now to see you with your own little life - your own preferences and friends  -all of it has been such a pleasure.

 Undoubtedly I feel proud that we have almost completed 3 successful years with her single handedly with no help for a single day- A day where I could sleep peacefully without a worry about what Mysha would eat or  about her soiled clothes that needed a wash or worrying about her bumping her head somewhere or her jumping incessantly on the bed right next to my head . Every year I think I have been through the best and the worst of her but with every passing day she surprises me .

Mysha -Your sweet little voice now trying to talk and say those big sentences with those huge puppy eyes  makes me feel as proud as I can ever be .

Yes I have loved every bit of being a mom. Thank you M...my beautiful Mysha.

Soon to be 3 Mysha ...I miss cuddling you up in my arms ,rocking you to sleep while looking at your sleepy eyes . I remember being asked a few times in shops /malls and on the internet to get you to enter a baby/toddler competition and I have almost always declined such offers .
I don't know which mother in the world would think her baby is not the most beautiful baby ever ?

I have always thought of all the tests and examinations Mysha will have to go through all her life -the rat race to survive in today's world . And where she would be judged for how she looks , speaks and where she comes from . No I wasn't ready to put her through this then . To be honest I don't think I want her to go through this ever .
For me you are the best that could be .Not smarter or prettier than anyone else but just my little baby.

Mucho mucho love .






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